Sad

I've been feeling very sad about Molly this week. It might be because I got my new blog book, so I was looking at pictures of her. Or it could be because the ladies I work with wanted to see the books from Blurb, so I brought in my new one and the one that the girls from the daycare made for us when Molly died. That one made one of my colleagues cry, and she had never even met Molly! Whatever the reason, I've been feeling blue. Every now and again I'll think of something she did that made us laugh, and I will be happy for that moment.

We still have her ashes. We planned to scatter them at her favourite spot, but I can't bring myself to do it. I may never be able to, I don't know.